Year 2 Sem 2

Suddenly felt like writing again. At it again. Have you ever felt a sudden rush to write down your dreams and turn it into a story and stuff? I do. All the time. Sometimes it's the plot, sometimes it's the song and other times it's the images so vivid that I want to remember it forever by drawing it down. But since everything in the dream is either almost always forgotten the moment I wake up, or is too far-fetched even for fictional stories, or too chaotic that the story is missing pieces, it's super hard to put all that into a something that flows and enjoyable for people. It's not like I write only because I want people to acknowledge it, but sometimes having people enjoying it and telling you that they want to know more about it really sounds captivating. People want to know how the story develops, what are the character like, how will they grow in the story. It's also exciting to the person writing because it feels like you're raising them up and trying to make them feel more like a real person instead of just some fictional characters someone created. 

I have absolutely noooooo patience. Zero. Nada. Nil. Hence why it's really hard for me to keep writing. I guess that's more something to do with persistence instead of patience. Though I do really have no patience. It kills for me to be patient. It really does. I guess it's in the gene because my dad is suuuper impatient. He does everything in lightning speed. Not even kidding. He drives, eats, poops, and even gets angry super fast. I'm a bit better, I dare say.  

Back to friggin nutrition. I really wish I can write everyday because it actually feels to me like I did something instead of the usual me lounging around, reading manga etc. Writing this might not sound productive but I guess it's always much better than doing nothing. 

This semester's nutrition sucked so bad. I have no idea whatsoever about the assessments even though the lecturer explained about it. Your accent, man! Your accent! Take that into account to speak slower and try not to mumble geez! Though I can't possibly tell it to his face because I understood the struggle well as a non-native English speaker myself. 

Ahhh it's only the fifth week of the semester. Please treat me well T~T. I really want to be a vet no matter how difficult it may seem. And let me tell you, it's so difficult in so many levels it's unbelievable. But my love for animals will always prevail! Oh, I hope I get the job at the vet hospital. Hope they'll accept me since I've applied twice and got interviewed twice. If not, I'll just have to keep trying! Though it bothers me that if I get it and my sister is really coming I might have to find another place for her as well. That won't really be helping with the expenses, will it? Arghhh. Torn between getting a good live-in job and living with my sister. >< 

messed up

My bucket list was supposedly my latest post. What's wrong with blogger~ :( 

If anyone's browsing through my blog at all, read the one that says "sem break" first because obviously "sem 2 starts" after the "sem break" :P IF anyone's reading. I know my blog sucks, but hey I'm trying! :DD 

Need ideas on what to write in blogs... Or should I just write whatever that comes to my mind. I wanted it not to look messy though. But I guess blogs reflect the blogger >.< (I'm not that messy, okay?) 

And finally I wanted to end this post with a short passage that I found on Relationship Rules. (There's a page on Facebook and they have really good quotes/advice): 

"Take chances, take a lot of them. Because honestly, no matter where you end up and with whom, it always ends up just the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are. You learn and grow with each choice you make. Everything is worth it. Say how you feel, always. Be you and be okay with it."

Winter break aka Sem break

Okay, first of all, I've forgotten about the blog again. Seriously, I do not know why I'd always forget updating my blog. I didn't mean for it to sound like a diary, but blogging once in...I don't know.. a few months? Maybe that's common among other bloggers? I have no idea 'cause, sorry but I am not a person known to "follow" anyone else's updates on their lives, even if their lives are waaaay cooler than mine. I just cannot be bothered, I guess. Or you could say I am too self-centered to. I don't care, I admit it. :P Hey, at least I'm honest :PP 

Once again I'm blogging at night. I just don't know why. Is it just me, or does the darkness and silence of the night makes you think more and hear yourself more? I know health wise, it's not advisable to do so, but I find nighttime really thought-provoking. Haha. Silly me. Me and my weird ways. That's how I live though. I just hope I don't look a zombie when my mom's around. She'd be going on about how bloodless my face looked, and suggesting a few Chinese herbs and plants that would help. Not, that it's that annoying, I know it's for my own good. But hey, I'm 20 years old, and if the I'm-20-I-know-how-to-take-care-of-myself excuse is not good enough, I'm barely 20 and 20 year-olds do not live for health, they live for fun right? My illogical logic. But my point is, I just want to do what I want, while I still can. I don't like my freedom and creativity being taken away. Sometimes I just wanted to be selfish. :P Sorry all you good peeps but that's me. Too bad I'm bad influence for you, but I find myself happier when I don't care to think about what others may see me as. Yep, that's me......I wish. Haha :D Man. It's like there's an annoying twins living inside my heart, acting as if they know what's best for me. And as you may have guessed, they have a different saying to each other. It's a wonder my head hasn't explode yet. Sometimes I act out both ways too. Which is why I think I am truly, 150% genuine Gemini. D: NOT saying that it's a bad thing, but it kind of hurts my head and sometimes even creeps me out because there're several times when I caught myself thinking: "Did I really just thought about that?" or "Why had that even crossed my mind?" >< I know what you might be thinking, that I need some psychiatric help. Maayybe~ But all this while these conflicting thoughts had helped me a lot in making certain decisions. Especially the ones where you know you have to do the right thing but it just didn't seem right. It's like there's a weighing balance in my brain that weighs out the arguments of both sides, and the final decision is made. Of course my emotions and other stuff that might outweigh the arguments have already been taken into account. Ugh. I don't know why I'm sharing all these. I sound like a geek now......or maybe I already am. Whatever. I hadn't realised I've written this much. but since no one hardly reads my stuff I'll continue bullshitting.

Back to winter break. Ahh, back to home country. Of course, so good to be back. Missed my family. Missed my friends. Missed my dog. Missed the food. Missed the familiarity. Missed being able to speak mixed language and no one would not understand what I said. Missed being able to piss off someone instead of getting pissed at someone :P Home sweet home, they say. I couldn't agree more. But I found that I missed Aussie too. Mainly its weather, but alongside with that a couple of other peeps. Or just one, really. *Sigh* No matter how many times I have a crush on someone and failed myself, I just couldn't stop myself from having it. I assume it's normal. Unless...... No. It should be... Anyway, I always wished that we could end up being more than friends but I guess God has other plans for me. I just wish he could hurry up and match me to someone that really loved me and cared about me, and of course I feel the same way for him too. And keep in mind that this is a lover I'm asking for, so don't start on families. I know I'm just 20 years old, young and new and all, but could I at least have a serious relationship already? Geez. It's not like I'm asking for much. Am I? I don't even have any experience on this. Makes me feel so insecure and pathetic, and I hate being that way. >< I am not pathetic. LOL Every night I tried praying, but I know I'll need the courage too. I shouldn't talk too much about this (I know I did already) but I just wanted to update that, my heart is still with me :P I suck at writing so please excuse me. But really, it's not like I wanted or expected anyone to understand me. 'Cause I don't, do I? 

I'll end it here. Thank you (if anyone's reading) for taking your time to read all that I wrote (honestly I can't even remember what I just wrote in the first paragraph now). I don't mean to sound like I have an audience but just in case I do, thanks and always know that you're the best. Spread the love and awesomeness. 

Night.

Sem 2 starts.. *groan*

It's a brand new semester. Everyone's pumped. I'm not. Who knows what the world's going to throw at you? Could be a cake, could be a rock. I'm not going to get my hopes up this time. Oh, I'm excited alright. Who wouldn't be? It's a new semester. I just won't get TOO excited. Not going to expect too much from the world. Instead, this time I'll expect a little more from myself. 

I am twenty years old. I need to do something that I've never done before. Not for anyone, not to please anyone but myself. I have to prove to myself that I can do it if I have the will power and to give myself more rewarding goals to achieve, meanwhile learning something from the struggle. I can't believe I just thought about this. It was like my life before was not really well-lived or something. :P

So here's what I've been wanting to do: (more to come, I'm sure)

- start and finish a book (that's writing one, of course)

- bake a cake or something and share it with someone

- go watch a live sports (any would do)

- improve my writing skills (how? hmm.. by reading more articles and stuff?)

- make a timetable of some sort and stick to it (hey, an organised person are always more productive... So they say ;P)

- be sure to say something positive/encouraging/loving to everyone everyday

- be sure to study and do some revision every night (if not at any other times)

- get a decent part time job (perfect your resume before applying :D)

- manage finances wisely (ALWAYS keep track of the expenses)

- set a target grade to achieve for each unit of study 

- go travelling/backpacking/camping with a bunch of mates

- go volunteer in some national parks of Africa (definitely doing this *_*)

- go get some idea of what real veterinarians do (I am sad to say I haven't really seen much of their routine) and if possible, work at a vet hospital (I am a vet to be, after all!)

- when I settle down (ambiguous term I know but hey who knows), I want a pet dog, cat, parrot, turtle, guinea pig, hamster, snake (non-venomous and not aggressive) and a rabbit :DDD (or at least some of them ^^) 

- Star gazing in the country with a SO (or SO's?) :P 

- BE HAPPY!

Alright, that should be it for now. Sounded more like a resolution xD But the point is, I guess, to always have a goal and work hard towards achieving it so that it gives living a good purpose. :DD

I guess that's my bucket list right there ;P I'll add more to it soon. I know I will. :D

Because you only live once, people. 

Life in Oz

Oh my dog.. It's my blog.. I'm back to blogger! And this time I have my own laptop! Let's see how long can I keep this up before I actually forget about this again. I am so not a routine person. I just loved writing blogs and diaries because you could always write everything and anything here that you just couldn't share and tell it to anyone else. And because no one really bothers to read someone else's blogs -unless they write it really good- I really enjoyed typing all my concerns and troubles and doubts out. Even though this really doesn't solves anything, but at least I found a place to pour everything out. Happy or unhappy. With that, welcome to a new era of my blogging days.

So, this is my 3rd month in Aussie. I have only managed to visit some of the places in Sydney such as the Darling Harbour, The Rocks and the famous Opera House. And of course my university. Everything's going fine here, with the exception of some occasional misunderstandings (or was it just me?) arising because I can't converse well in English and because I can't put to good use all the vocabularies I've learnt in my 20 years of life. Let me tell you, unable to express yourself to the others is the most annoying thing ever. And then there's the entirely different culture and thinking part. Ugh, I hate arguing. Even when it's for the best of someone. Haha, not. I used to argue with anyone -anyone at all- when I don't think like they do. It's fun, and sometimes it helps you to think out of the box. But that was me arguing in my mother tongue. The language I grew up using it to argue with people. And I do it with style too (LoL). But it's so different here. Sometimes I don't even feel like talking, because I feel it'll just make me look stupider. I'm still learning, and one day I'll be able to argue and crack jokes just like I used to do it in my first language. I'm progressing.

That was my social part. Economically, I should think that I am still coping pretty well over here. Even though the exchange rate increased again. T^T Stop it already, my dad's not an expatriate anymore and I don't have enough savings in my account. What I spent is mostly on the groceries and sundries, just the necessities. Can't afford to eat out even for once a week. Thus you can imagine that my menu will vary only slightly. I mean, at least I'm cooking right? What do you expect for a student living by herself to cook? A different menu everyday? I'd rather spend that time chilling! xD Because I need that. Chilling and relaxing, I mean. Being a veterinarian isn't that easy, you know. Especially when there is a certain grade that you will have to achieve before you can actually start doing the vet course. Plus there are a whole lot of people trying really hard to get into the course from the other relevant courses. Which, is really annoying. I think most of us secretly see each other in the other courses as rivals. The point is that, I have to work really hard -like extra hard- to stay in the course. The first two years are really crucial. They assess us based on these two years and if we don't get 75% and above, it's bye bye for you now. You get to go to the Bachelor of Animal Veterinary Bioscience, which I'm not saying is a bad course but it's kind of not what I imagined I wanted to be. I wanted to practice in a clinic and be able to help pets and their owners. So I am going to get into the vet course no matter what. (Unless I really can't stand blood or I can't dissect D:) But I am going to do my best to stay in the game. No one's taking away my dream. Not when I've gone this far to achieve it.

Oops, looks like I've put my studies part in that economics paragraph. Oh well, I'm not submitting this as my report now so I don't think it matters. Oh it's soooo good to have your own laptop and typing everything up. Being able to type fast is one good skill to have. ^^ I think some part time jobs requires people to that typed really fast. That's for keying data of some sort, I believe.

Life in Aussie alone. First time being abroad alone. Stepping into a university for the first time. Alone. Walking home alone. Being in the room alone. Sleeping alone. Sounds reaaaally scary and daunting at first, but now I think I'm pretty much used to it. I can live with it. And then there's always my families and friends occasionally checking up on me. Those times are nice too. And of course meeting new people, being friends with them, all these is always exciting. I would have to end this post now by saying thank God for bringing me here and giving me such wonderful opportunities. And also thank you for all the amazing people and annoying people I've met over all these years. I wouldn't be the person I am now if it weren't for them. God bless my loved ones. Love the world. Love my life. Goodnight, world. I'm gonna continue to study in my bed now, until I fall asleep. ;D

让我忘了你是谁。

告诉自己，如果我肯放下，好好段练自己的话，以后机会多得是。只要我肯做，没什是不可能的。总有一天，你的名字、姓氏，会变成一个我记得却又不想记住的往事。曾要自己一忍再忍，因为像许多爱情故事一样，美好的爱情总是没那么简单得到。当时的决心，蒙蔽自己双眼。其实根本不能把故事与现实相比。得到又怎么样，失去真的会很痛苦？再想想，只要现在肯做，应该未为迟。所以，请赐予我力量，让我有能力，把该做的事办好，把不该做的事放下。不该忘了，这一切其实都不属于你我。

我很想有人懂.. 很想很想，有一次，有人能真的了解... 我知道，根本不可能.. 但是，我很在乎你.. 你懂不懂？ 有吃得饱吗？有没有开心？虽然不曾说，但还真希望你都感受到..这份眷恋.. 大概，都会说不可能吧？习惯，就好。太多的可能，变成的，只会是永远不可能而已。奢望没多大..只是真的很想看见你的快乐，分享你的怒哀.. 原来！原来他们都说谎！说时间久了，便能渐渐遗忘..但原来时间让我栽的更深..已经不想再去想别的什么...只妄想时间能永远永远停止。在看见你的那个时刻... 我知道我并不寂寞,但是不知道为什..想到你，觉得很寂寞.. 原来已经想要逃避，逃避自己的感情。没人能谈心的我，除了半夜痛哭一场，真的很不知要怎么做了..明白，不是你的错，你也没什么务必要关心我.. 但有时候，有一些时候，这些无心的，很正常的举动，伤了我很多很多.. 本以为，自己有多强...可是在你面前，我只能掩饰自己的真情感。因为不想你为难.. 所以有时候乱想，如果有一天，能像戏里的角色一样，丢下你自个儿出走，有多好..因为，已永远不必担心，是否再见到你后，又无法入睡，无法自拔。

Everyone knows about me, but no one truly knows me

Back to writing again.. I wished there was more that I can do to get my mind of things that have been bothering me. But I guess it would be weird if I don't have any troubles afterall, I'm one troublesome girl. Had to keep writing to myself to keep me from thinking bad and sad stuff to myself. It is most sad when everyone knows about you, and yet none knows you. It's like I'm me. And that's it. Everything stops there. What I do, they care of course. But what I feel? They don't go too deep thinking about that. And I don't really blame them. I mean, what the heck, everyone has their problems and troubles. Who the heck would go so far into wanting to know about your troubles? Professionals I guess. But even that they do it just for the sake of what they have to do. It's their job okay. If I were them I would rather not having to know what a growing adult is thinking. Cos they say they're difficult. Growing adults, that is. And I'm beginning to think that I am, difficult. They say those who seems cheerful has the saddest secrets. And yes, I do have them too. So what? It's not like telling anyone any of it would make me feel a lot better. Because let me tell you, at first they cared. They listen. They try to help. But then things go on for too long, happened for too many a times, they ditch you too. You're just another troubled teenager with attitude problems and all. If this was why there were so many social issues arising, I could relate. I could really relate. Because sometimes, some crazy, unbearable times, I would just want to do every crap I could think of. Just to show that how nice and good I've been all these time and no one give a damn. While sometimes I wanted to walk out of the door and walk and walk away far far away from home, thinking of nothing else but the blue sky and then walk a long way back home, realising how I'd also had happiness a long time ago. Everyone has their own feelings cooped up inside for too long. Maybe I just have too much time on my hands to spend digging it all out. But then, a sadder of me makes me a thinker. And when you're sad, I don't think you could think of any happier thoughts. And so sadness eats me up. Sharing me with its friends : loneliness, guilt and fear. You would think there's bound to be a happy ending to this. But the truth is, there isn't. So long as there's a part of your memories that are kept away because it is too tearful, the feelings would always be like a cycle. Starts when you're sad, and only minimising when you're happier.

Too early to let go.....or is it too late?

Can't type Chinese words.. Don't know why.. Woke up too early today.. Wat the... Something's on my mind..as it always have been. It's been two years. Two years since we've met. I never knew, but there was something right at the beginning. You may or may not know. Other people may or may not know that too.. But what does it matter? It wouldn't change a thing. It wouldn't change the fact, it wont change the past, it couldn't change the present and it can't change how the heart is feeling at the very moment while thinking about you. I did wonder sometimes what is God's will. Did He just wanted me to love without needing to possess it, or did He wanted me to learn to let go. To see that the four-letter word isn't as beautiful, pure and innocent as it seems.. Much more complicated, even..

But I tried to give up.. I really did. I sang myself songs that could make me forget you. Cried and told myself  to forget and let go on endless night. But what good will all that do? The moment your message or you call comes in, I have to reply. Have to. And want to. Maybe I decided deep down in my heart, that I won't ever give up something I so have faith I that easily. Faith? What faith do I have? It's ironic how when you should have faith, you lose it and when you shouldn't have faith on something, that's when you believe the most. People just like to choose to believe. And I don't know why I would choose to believe and wait for something that I know will never happen. Perhaps there's still too much naivity in me.. Or it's simply because I just want hold on the thought that he will always be there for me? No, I want to hold on the thought that I will always be there for him even more. To prove what I do not know. There's nothing to prove. There's no 'til Death do us part'. Because we are apart. And not by someone either. There would always be something in between because we are not supposed to be. But somehow I hold on. Maybe it's because you gave me some courage too. But why do so when you know there is never ever going to be a forever between us? Thanks for caring, thanks for sharing and thanks from the bottom of my heart, for loving. I appreciate love, in whatever form. To me it's the best thing God has created because it lights up a whole world of someone with joy and hope. If ever I had to give you up, it's only because there's no more way that I could ever loved you more. So I'll just keep you safely away in a small corner of my heart, together with the memories, the sweet and bitter, and all that I think of when I think of you- You.

寂寞，好了

我想，我不是不让人接近我。只是，每当我认为可以放心去信任的时候，才又发现，原来自己一直以来，都是一个人。不管在当时，有多谈得来。到最后，还是只有我自己和寂寞聊天。到了什么时候，我能有一个，能真正和我谈心、分享我喜怒哀乐的知己啊? 因为到现在的我，都只能自己对自己谈天、诉说、聆听，然后告诉自己：哭泣，没有错，是一种释放。再把棉被，当肩膀，大哭一场。哭完以后，又安慰自己，没事的，哭过了，就会笑了。只有在对着自己的时候，我才能放下仿备的哭。为一切东西哭。想到什么，就为什么哭。但这之后，洗把脸，把自己武装后，再次用微笑、坚强、自信满满的我面对世界。很变态。但这就是我。不管笑容多大，它的背后，一直深埋着一些什么。大概只是那种，没人肯理解的苦。心，很酸；佯装的微笑，更酸。我，渐渐习惯，寂寞，好了。

好烦好烦!!

呜呜呜~为什么连想要读书都那么烦啊~ >.< 明明只是想读书，却还要考虑那么多、看得那么远啊。。。要命呐。。我真的还没想那么长远，不要逼我啦!T^T 头会痛。。呜呜。。 唉~谁说我不懂我要什么??只是我怕说了出来，不是怕被笑，而是怕被泼冷水。。。 我的梦想，虽然不比别人的荒唐，却也有几分难实现。或许说到底，是我对自己没信心吧~ >_< 从年头到现在，都在忙着找适合自己的课程、学院，但却忘了确定是不是自己理想的课程。也有很多很多东西得设想到。不能忽略掉任何一个细节。

就这样，我2012年的前三个月，在许多变化中渡过了。。。一下子酸、一下子甜，一下子苦，一下子辣。还差一味，我就尝尽五味人生了。你说要不要命??

总结论：2012年四分之一的时间，我，多了一大堆烦恼。

上班日记。。＞.＜

咋到!!!! 被两个小妖怪气死。。救命！！＞.＜撑不住了。。。 顽皮又不听话，我要吐血。骂、生气，真是自己受而已。唉~无奈啊~ 算了，也只是做多一个星期就没做了。。。快点过啦~~~

我们，还能再见吗? By: 吴若权

挺赞的一本小说。虽然是一本简短的言情小说，但作者透过男女主角所表达的，却远远超过我们所熟悉的爱情。每次在阅读小说的时候，总是有些字眼能够牵动心中的弦。找来了纸和笔，记下了那些一直藏在我们心底却还要别人点醒我们的一些话。人脑就是这样，太过于兴奋的时候会得意而忘形，非得经过挫折才懂什么叫煎熬。

小说里有好几句话给我留下深刻的印象。今天虽然忘了把书带出来，但还可以大略表达出作者想表达的。；）

＂握得太紧，失去得更多。＂夏宇乐对邓雨婷说。
＂那你只是轻轻地捏着咯?＂她问。
＂我连捏你都舍不得，我只是陪伴!＂他说，语气认真。

对呀，很多时候，不一定拥有了才能满足。要是你有了，反而觉得不满足，这时候你该怎样呢??

＂至爱的人离开了，但她没有埋怨，还反过来安慰别人。她真的很坚强。然而这种坚强的背后，要经过多少心酸才能学会? 我大概是还未经历那种感觉，才会还不够坚强。＂他领悟。

赞成。对我来说，真正说得上坚强的人，是面对种种困难，却不往后退半步的人。即时失败了，失望也只能当作是上人生里的一课。

又是新的一个星期了。。。

时间过得很快。3个月就快过去了。成绩也快出炉了。啊~~~~岁月真的不留人哪。。。最好趁自己还有心做某些事的时候，赶快去做!让自己的人生不留遗憾!当然，不是做不正当的事啦＞.＜ 只是觉得，有什么自己认为不能错过的机会就要好好把握。这样的话，就算表现得不怎么好，至少也曾经尝试过吧~ 土土土。。。怎么好像个老人在讲大道理啊?没办法。。一向理性的我，本来就是用这种眼光看待世俗。。xP 好自恋。。。＞.＜ 错!这只是我自己的基本原则。哈哈~~ 就像别人说的，人总要有活着的意义，才能活得开心。而我的生存意义全都是绕着我的原则走的。至少到现在为止，我都还没后悔过什么。：）

我的部落格~

修改完毕。所以说，部落格如果须要有观众的话，很多工呐~~ 这样的话。。。部落格像功课一样烦了。无论如何，这就是我的部落格。没有吸引人的介绍。只想把自己想说的化成文字。至少让自己回味过去。

上课咯~~^^

又有好几天没更新部落格了。如果我能在事情发生的当下把感觉写出来有多好。。。因为在事发以后才要回想当时的情形的话真是太难了。最近发生了很多令我对人生又认识更多的事。通常很多人都在失去后，才懂得珍惜。但我很庆幸自己并非那样。我是个能活在当下，而乐在其中的人。愈快乐的我愈能体会人生。总之，我尽可能的，让自己在生活里遇见的每一个人、做过的每一件事、看过每一个情况，都拿来当自己一天的教材。我的功课就是，把这所学到的，谨记。然后以对的方法来用在自己的人生里。其实每个人都是每个人生命中最重要的老师。每个人都在帮助别人成长。只是能吸收多或少，就要看自己的造化了。也不一定每一个教你上了一课的人是你喜欢接触的人。很多时候，让我们记得最牢的一课，是我们都不想经历的一些人或事。可是，人生本来就是很宝贵的一课。没人能决定自己的老师、自己的课程。就是因为这样，人生的无常，是我们该珍惜的。人生的短暂，是我们该把握的。人生的喜怒哀乐，是我们该面对的。体会人生。

前工尽废~~

太夸张了!我从今早开始写的日记，复制后贴了进部落格里，打算再慢慢改善。怎知一关了iPad，再开回时整段文字就这样消失了。。。汗。 天弄人也~ 算了，也许注定那些段落只能记在心底。 就好好收藏心库里吧! （当然，不好的我会丢掉）

晚安，祝你好睡~~^^

得睡觉了。。。但睡之前想向世界说声晚安，并很感谢今天是美好的一天。能够很开怀的笑，感觉很自在。^^ 睡前也想告诉遇上不顺心的事的人，千万别灰心。只要笑一笑，烦恼自然会跑掉!:D 事与愿违，也是一种考验，与其哭丧着脸面对，不如笑看人生?试着做做看吧!我会和你一起加油!

把自己缩小，烦恼、困扰，也可以变得渺小。。。

有些人对每件事的热衷，可以说是越挫越勇；有些人却认为这是一种死缠烂打的说法。怎么说也罢，只要是当事人认为对的，又何不为之?难道做自己所要做的事，不才是我们的生活目标吗?所以说，有的时候，我想做什么，就去做，很少去顾忌那么多。你的人生是自己负责的，所以你想做什么，没人有权阻止你。但，相同的，每个人都必须为自己的行为负责。这样不很公平吗?一人做事一人当。也因此，本小姐向来最看不起怨天尤人的人；而最钦佩的，是那些不把小挫折放在眼里的人。面对多少困难，却积极乐观的人，能有几个?

又来玩blog了~ :D

哈哈..有ipad真好..可以同时打华文和英文字..^^ 突然又想写部落格,是因为想把自己每一天的心得留下来,让自己以后看到了,又会觉得自己成熟了许多。我的部落格，没有美丽的文字，因为只想把一些生活点滴都存起来。毕竟，人脑的储存量，还是有限嘛！:D 今天刚好生病了，不必上班…（偷懒…＞.＜）部落格，我这一次一定坚持着写。。。